*Private* Juli, it is my fault.
I’ve always liked your full name.[Private]
No, it’s not, Layle, you didn’t do anything wrong.
I never liked it until you started using it…
*Private*
Neither did you.
It’s a beautiful name, and it belongs to a sweet girl. What’s not to like about it?
[Private]
It’s… it’s not your fault Layle. I’m sorry.
You know… you’re still the only person who calls me by my full name…
*Private* Juli, it is my fault.
I’ve always liked your full name.
ask-julianna-crowley replied to your post: Juli only stopped talking to you because her boyfriend threw shit at her when he found out you two were talking. She only wanted to be your friend and he flipped out over it.
… this anon makes it sound bad. It wasn’t like that.*Private*
Juli, what happened?[Private] He just asked that I not see you again… he saw that picture I took of us the last time I visited and he asked me not to. It’s nothing bad.
I couldn’t… I mean, how could I say no? It was stupid of me to do something to make him concerned.
*Private*
I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to cause any trouble, Julianna…
*Private* Keeping it from me was selfish Juli.[Private] And your ex had every right to take Cece from you. Actually, I’m thanking God that Cece wasn’t there. Be glad your daughter didn’t see you like that, Layle, because I know I’ll never be able to look at you the same way again.
Bad things happen in the world, Layle, but most people don’t deal with that by destroying themselves.
*Private* You think I don’t know this Juli, but I do! I’m not the smartest fucking person in the world. Everyone makes mistakes okay? Let me make mine.
*Private* No, I wouldn’t have![Private] I didn’t want you to be implicit in a murder, alright? I was trying to protect you. How was what you did anything but selfish?
*Private* Keeping it from me was selfish Juli.
*private* No, but you did hide a pregnancy from me.[Private] Because I knew you’d hate me!
*Private* No, I wouldn’t have!
*Private* You’re one to talk anyways, Juli…[Private] What’s that supposed to mean? I’ve never used drugs!
*private* No, but you did hide a pregnancy from me.
*Private* It’s not who I am! I don’t want it to be![Private] Your mouth says one thing. Your actions say another.
*Private* You’re one to talk anyways, Juli…
*Private* Juli, no, please. I love you, I never meant to hurt you!
[Private] Mean to or not, you did, Layle. Do you know what you look like when you’re on that stuff? You aren’t you, Layle. I just… I can’t be with you if that’s who you actually are.
*Private* It’s not who I am! I don’t want it to be!
[Private] So when exactly did you start lying? Was it when you said you’d stop, or when you said you didn’t keep drugs in the house with your daughter? I don’t even know if any of what you’ve said to me is true.*Private* No, Juli. I got it when I got back from jail. I didn’t do it with Cecilia in the house, and I didn’t keep it within reach.
[Private] It honestly doesn’t matter at all. You promised me, Layle. But obviously that isn’t as important as the drugs.
*Private* Juli, no, please. I love you, I never meant to hurt you!
